orgTUA iS HeRe...

hmmm...seday...orgTUA 2 ader kat msia dh...n very supprised dier kat ipoh...my hometown...dier round2 epoh n went 2 my home area....sedaynyer..nper la aku xder kat epoh...

hmm....nak blk epoh..but xder transport...n kat cni ujan...nak nek mto pun x brani...kompom2 ujan kat highway...seday2...hmm..

try tny teacher kat sekolah ni...ajk dier trun epoh..n x sngke dier baek hati nak bwkkan..but...x sempat nak bgtau my sis yg jdi trun epoh...tup2 dpt msg from my sis...foward msg from orgTUA...sweet msg from him..may b he thought that im cancel to meet him...

n now...im waiting 4 his call...hopefully he will call akak balik....but rse nyer..mcm x jer..coz dh ptng nih...hmm....ntah la ek...bnyk btul penghalang nyer...hmm...

so, rse mcm nak mkn carrot cake...x dpt jumper...carrot cake pun jadi la...n he remember me pun dah buat im so happy...thanks ya orgTUA...miss u ya!!~~  ^_^


hmm...at last!!! dpt jugak dngr suara orgTUA tue....6.45 p.m..3.4.2010...first time dengar his voice...mse tue tgh lepak mkn char keow teow kat bukit mertajam in front of alka ria...weee....sngt2 sronok mse 2...thnks ya orgTUA... xdpt jumper dengar suara pun jdi la... suara yg sngt sedap didengar....^_^

....by hanafiza

NeW LiFe....NeW StOrY... ^_^

hmm....not much 2 say....just wanna say...newLIFE....newSTORY....cheer up nurulHANAjamaludin!!! chayok2!!!~~

** ThE cLiMb....mileyCYRUS....

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin, 
You'll never reach it, 
Every step I'm taking, 
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle, 
Sometimes you going to have to lose, 
Ain't about how fast I get there, 
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing, 
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
The pain I'm knowing
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I, 
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, 

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle, 
Sometimes you going to have to lose, 
Ain't about how fast I get there, 
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle, 
Sometimes you going to have to lose, 
Ain't about how fast I get there, 
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith


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** cheer up nurulHANAjamaludin!!!  chayok2!!!...**

....by hanafiza

tHiNKiNg Of YoU...

hmm...last song from orgTUA... tHiNkiNg Of YoU by katyPERRY...

hmm...hope orgTUA dah buat keputusan yg sebaik mungkin...whatever the decision...hope dier x menyesal..n make his life more comfortable n happy with his new life...orgTUA...i will always pray for your happiness...


hmm....mlm nih dier nikah...n malam ni ader kenduri di rumah...kenduri kesyukuran sbb ayh dah sihat sikit...hmm..kbetulan lgi ker sume nih??? terlalu bnyk kebetulan between us...what r the meaning between all of those kebetulan???hmm....

GOD..please give us strength to thread all the problems n qada' dan qadarmu YA ALLAH.

~~ thinking OF you...  katyPERRY ~~

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one, I still got the seed

You said move on, where do I go?
I guess second best is all I will know

'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you, what you would do
If you were the one who was spending the night
(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish that I was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer in the middle of winter
Like a hard candy with a surprise center
How do I get better once I've had the best?
You said there's tons of fish in the water, so the waters I will test

He kissed my lips, I taste your mouth, oh!
(Taste your mouth)
He pulled me in, I was disgusted with myself

'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you, what you would do
If you were the one who was spending the night
(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish that I was looking into

You're the best, and yes, I do regret
How I could let myself let you go
Now, now the lesson's learned
I touched it, I was burned
Oh, I think you should know!

'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you, what you would do
If you were the one who was spending the night
(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish that I was looking into your, your eyes
Looking into your eyes, looking into your eyes

Oh, won't you walk through?
And bust in the door and take me away?
Oh, no more mistakes
'Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay, stay

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** cheer up nurulHANA!!! chayok2!!...**

** cheer up orgTUA!!! chayok2!!...**

....by hanafiza

the date!!! 19 MARCH 2010 (FRIDAY)...~~

hmm...today is the bad day for me...19 MARCH 2010 (FRIDAY)...and sweet day for the sweet orgTUA...hmm..orgTUA will be getting married!!!!...  T_T


hmm...to orgTUA..i know..this is my bad day and bad date...of course a sweet day for you..or mayb bad day 4 you too...hmm...but,, what else i can do...mayb itulah qada' dan qadar tuhan utk kita..i just can pray 4 ur happiness...hope u will live in a happy life with a happy family...please remember me k...coz i will always remember u and miss u so much!!!...deep inside my heart...i really love u...even i know u in a while....but really sweet memories ya!!...i will never forget!!...i will always keep pray 4 ur happiness and really hope that we will meet each other one day ya!! ....insyaALLAH...


hmm...sepanjang mengenali orgTUA...this is the song that orgTUA dedicated for me...i will always remember the songs n...miss u so much ya!!...

           ~~ SeLaMaT MaLaM...faizalTAHIR

           ~~ NoBoDy...wonderGIRL

           ~~ ThInKiNg Of YoU...katyPERRY

selamatMALAM....faizalTAHIR~~
Biarkan berlalu
Semua kepedihanmu
Lelapkan matamu
Biarkan mimpi membawamu
Ke mana kau mahu
Selamat malam
Tidurlah sayangku
Siang kan tiba bercahaya
Bermula baru semua untukmu
Biarkan berlabuh tirai kisah semalam
Yang indah itu ada padamu
Dengan setiap impian dan harapan
Selamat malam

Tidurlah sayangku
Siangkan tiba bercahaya
Bermula baru semua untukmu
Kan ku menjadi arjuna dalam mimpi-mimpimu
Kan ku panah tepat ke jiwamu atas nama cintaku
Pari-pari ku utus bawa kau ke sini lagi
Terhapus semua air mata dengan senyuman
Selamat malam sayang
Selamat malam kasih
Selamat malam sayang
Woooo... 
Selamat malam sayang
Selamat malam kasih
Selamat malam sayang
Woooo...
Tidurlah sayangku
Siangkan tiba bercahaya
Bermula baru semua untukmu
Selamat malam
Tidurlah sayangku......

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~~selamat malam orgTUA...last day and the last night...with the new life...both of us...

  ~~ ended of our sweet story...finally END..." the very sweet oldMAN and the very kelam kabut budakKECIK..." ~~ 

** cheer up nurulHANA!!! chayok2!!!~~

** cheer up orgTUA!!!  chayok2!!!~~

** spent my time with akak...hope can cheer up!!...really miss her n the danish si masham...  ^_^

** sambil memetik buah belimbing....  very excited... ^_^

** sweet akak with her son...danish yang masham!!... 

** thanks akak...bwk p blk kmpung akak..best sngt..love u all..nnt mau trun sne lgi...  ^_^

** YA ALLAH...semoga-KAU memberiku kekuatan menempuh segala cabaran dan ujian yang mendatang...menjadi lebih kental dan lebih bijak membuat pilihan dan keputusan...amin..

                                                                 ....by hanafiza

my sweet "OrG TuA"...^_^

hmm....lamer nyer x bukak blog nih...tetibe rse rindu nak write something here...huuhuhu~~
sbg tempat meluahkan prasaan dan kenangan yg  akan dikenang di mse akan dtng...n segar dlm ingtan aku smpai bla2...hehhehe~~

hmm...i know someone in a while at dis moment...donno how to start...but really2 bersyukur dpt kenal that someone...i just mentioned "OrG TuA" coz tua dr i... huuhuh...the cute, sweet orgTUA...hmm..at this moment...really2 miss that orgTUA...always remember that orgTUA....

actually i know that orgTUA from my "SIS"...sis F***A...orgTUA 2 my sis's frend...best frend mayb...how i can describe orgTUA ni...very polite..cute..sweet..nice..gentle..loyal..intelligent...keep promise..straight..manja...patient...n the more important is has a very beutiful heart..n etc...so many positive side bout that orgTUA...tp aku x menggunakan kesempatan mngenali nyer dengan baik...terlalu bnyk kebetulan berlaku antara ku dgn orgTUA tp still xder jodoh,,,or mayb that is the faith...but im always hope that is not the faith....hmm.. orgTUA...im sory..im not dumb u...coz i really like u n start 2 fall in luv with u...but now..its over..im very sad...i just have to try face the faith that u are not mine...huh!! so hard 2 accept the truth....  ;(


hmmm...just in a while know that orgTUA...but i learn so many things from orgTUA tu...exspecially polite to people..not all people can accept my way..hmm..thanks ya orgTUA!!...i will remember this until i die...

hmm...the faith is...that orgTUA will be getting married...just a week from now... 19 march 2010...is that the bad date 4 me??...hmm..im so sad...is that the faith??? i bru nak knl dier..but now..its over..dier nak getting married...OMG..!! im really sad...really2 donno how to face the faith!!! i just can pray 4 orgTUA happiness...but still sad...GOD..please help me...kuatkan semangatku menerima qada' dan qadar mu YA ALLAH...hmm...i just hope that ape pun keputusannya...hope dier happy dengan life dier...n dont ever regret dgn keputusannyer...setiap yg berlaku ader hikmah disebaliknyer...hmm...if orgTUA read my blog...im always pray 4 ur happiness..hope u will happy with your life n enjoy your life k dear!!..

hmm...that orgTUA is so unic...always call my full name...nurulHANA!!! n his fav words...ya ya!!! i will never forget this!!..orgTUA tu luv 2 eat carrot cake...jus belimbing...luv golf...hmm...i will remember orgTUA punyer fav until i die!!..

      ~~ carrot cake
      ~~ jus belimbing
      ~~ durian
      ~~ fav colour red n black
      ~~ golf
      ~~ words...ya ya
      ~~ always call me dear..n my full name nurulHANA!!.. ^_^
      ~~ every questions must have answers....hmm...mayb bcoz of that orgTUA 2 meninggalkan aku... ;(


last but not least...i really2 bersyukur dpt knl this sweet orgTUA...thanks kak...coz knl kan hana ngan dier...really appreciate it...although the result is negative mayb...walaupun x bnyk fav dier yg aku tau...but i really2 happy know orgTUA even in a short while...hmmm...aper2 pun...aku tetap mendoakan dier gmbira dgn life dier...n hidup bahagia smpai anak cucu cicit nyer...tke cre ya orgTUA...always miss u ya!!  ^_^




last words from orgTUA...hmm...i will never forget!!  thanks ya!!!...

       ~~ take care of yourself....yup,, i will tke cre of myself...orgTUA pun..mesti mau jge diri k...chayok2!! ;) 
       ~~ finish your study with flying colours...yes, i will finish my study with flying colours...x sbr2 nak abis stadi..just a month only!!
       ~~ please jaga hati F****A...coz of her i know u...yup,,coz of akak...i know u ...i have learn so many things from u..make me more matured!! thanks akak cz knl kan sy dgn dier!!
       ~~ dont stop row!...hmmm,,,i will try not to stop row...hope so...  ^_~
       ~~ always remember that u are so special to me......thanks orgTUA...u are also very special to me..very unic...really sad to accept that u are not mine...im always pray 4 your happiness dear!!
       ~~ lastly, benarkan i utk syg u selamanya....yes...i benarkan...coz i also akan sayang u tok slamenye... 


n thanks ya akak n sue...coz give me strength 2 face the fact!!! always be my side when i really need u all!! be a good listener 4 me n lend me ur shoulders when i wanna cry... really luv both of you...n 4 me...cheer up nurulHANA!!! chayok2!!!...^_^


to orgTUA..but i know..dier mungkin xkan bce blog nih...im sorry coz tolak pinangan u...bukan maksud i nak tolak u hidup2...but i just need some time 2 think n wanna know u more....but..in other time..if u pinang i the next time..yes!! i will never reject u...but...mayb there is no other time...thanks ya!! coz u penah meluahkan hajat nak pinang i n really2 sorry..coz i tolak u pda mse tu...sory 4 everythings!!  ;(

** hmm...first time eat carrot cake....i eat when i really2 miss u orgTUA....n yes...first time eat...really delicious... ^_^                

**satu2 nyer gmbr yg orgTUA komen... thanks ya!!  ^_^

**jus belimbing..very delicious..first time rse jus belimbing sngt sedap...2 pun bnyk kali cr ...at last kedai mamak jer ader...huh!! mmg sngt2 bersyukur la dpt rse jus belimbing..mmg sngt sedap!!..sngt jarang org nak minum jus belimbing...thanks ya orgTUA bcoz of u i trase nak try jus belimbing...yup..mmg sedap!!  ^_^     

......by hanafiza